retarded

...wondering...

2009-07-13T06:57:00.000-07:00

went in different direction like a few times today and last week ,seriously gurls how do yal get to forget guys yal been together with,when I ,even before going into a relationship because of exams and future ,with "inspirations" am trying to create a distance just so both parties won't get affected,i dunno sounds really silly but thats best i can think of,seriously why is it so hard to talk to someone you like..so weird..but it gets weirder when that person dunno,ya imagine some stranger coming up to you,and just talk,would be weird but also brave ryte?simple comment on this pls?thnx for helping..

Leading my lifestyle...

2009-06-03T07:33:00.000-07:00

I don really fancy into getting into a relationship or getting serious or anything..
don get me wrong its jus that it feel like locking myself up or something..yeah..can't get any weider then that..
i like this guy but i don wanna get hoocked onto him you noe like being like him instead of being with him..
i jus wannna know him rather than to go out with him jus to have a bite...
anywayz back to where i started..
i like him and all but if he doesn't wan to acknowledge and have a relationship..
hey i'm cool with it jus as long as he doesn't hide and claim to his frens that he's not interested
well here's it..tats BULL-SHIT..
so ya bac to chillin in my blog,he's cool and all but he's jus gotta be him,not teasing or anything..and not being what others thinks...

cheers to cool life livers!!

TODAY!!!

2009-05-26T06:14:00.000-07:00

GOosh,today's the last day for the elective module and the starting to prepare mentally for the three day UG course ahead..ok so maybe its nothing much,but its really hard to see loved ones working so hard ,yet knowing some of their effort is not being recognised..yaeh..sure..it may sound all naggy to you..but guess wat,sometimes thats how life is,sometimes you're living repeated lifestles sometimes its just too foreign to even live in this world.but here's the best part of it,you don get to go thru most of the experinces alone. so hey why not make good use of the times yal spent together and not waste it on other people's expections of being COOL,instead jus have fun,one thing i learn in my elective course for the past FIVE days is to have a SERIOUSLY FUN time!!yeah..sounds like..yeah sure...easy for you to say...but thnx to CHEF SADY!!!he's one great inspiration to whipped up a meal that could jus serve to well almost everyones taste,YUP,tats how great he is,hahah such a chubby bubbly chef , EVERYONE will miss..yes saddded..but he will be BACK!well next year lah..but maybe we can't choose the same elective again so even more sadded..

03-02-2009

2009-02-03T03:39:00.000-08:00

Everytime i think of writing someting about school i always end up writing about my wonderful CCa..i dunno..perhaps it just all links together...one thing i fear most is the separation..or should i say the ending of new cadets continuing the compteam..I am not sure if i should continue to persue them to perservere..but i guess it will be pointless if they just don't spare a thought about the seniors(ex-hendersoins)who had put in so much of hard work trying to put the core together..i guess it is the generation difference that caused the lack of interest in what used to be someone's dream...this may all seem pointless reading this but its probably some incident that just happens too fast for me to even think how all this chaotic stuff is happening...............................to be continued...

retardNess

2009-01-15T04:47:00.000-08:00

WooHooo!!retardedrocks here, heheh..sounds retard ryte..anywayz,check the blog out!!you people out there who thinks you're like too smart for this retard..then buZzzz off!you're not welcome to the land of retardnes!